Saturday, December 9, 2006
U say u felt great ytd,like having a big burden thrown off(said by mi).. u felt more ease,more relax...i felt terrible.. u were mine.. two days ago.. and now,hugging u seems so hard..
i know wat u want,u want mi as yr friend,yr BEST frien.. jus like i've guessed..
but i dowan..
u wan mi by yr side,but not as yr lover,
as yr frien..
i feel terrible,i dunnow wat to do,and stop sayin sorry,as if it's gonna savage anythin??
u're not mi,u wont know how i felt!!
u once said,u wont stop lovin mi,if that ever happens,u'll try to love mi back again..
innocent and naive,i thought...
how can that be possible?
perhaps u nv loved mi before...
ask yr heart truefully..
honesty...
was i even there before?
kiLL mi for godsake,let mi die fasTer,less pain,less sorrow.. no more tears..