Thursday, January 4, 2007
You say you want to stop being nonchalant about watever that has happened ?
In the end? you still did .
Faking innocence and pretenting as you still are at it !!
NOthing you say now , can let me feel any better .
AND YOU KNOW THAT !!
YOu know what i wan , yet you're depriving me of what i need .
You know totally wat i wan , wat i need the most .
yet you're stopping me , killing me .
ARe U an
anGEl or
Devil ?
What have i done to deserve this from you ?
Tell me . cos i want to know . WHAT ?
Have i ever treat you bad before ,
have i not taken good care of you ,
have i not been there when u needed me the most ?
HAVE I NOT ?!!!!
Have you forgotten all that you have PROMISED ?
" if ever a day comes , that i've stopped loving u somehow , i'll try to love you back again "
PROMISES ARE JUS BEAUTIFUL LIES !!Isnt it ?
YOu wont ever know how i feel .
COS u're
NOT ME !
YOu dont know the pain of losing someone so
precious to you !
YOU DONT !
YOu know the feeling of waking up everyday ,
from a
NIGHTMARE ?
you know i have to
cry myself to sleep everynight ?
you know how pain it hurts ?
DO YOU KNOW ??
Perhaps i dont know what you're hiding ,
i dont know wat feelings you have or is hiding from me ,
cos u nv told me , u nv wanted to show .
There wont be any more smiles . Cos u killed them .