看来我不懂　不懂你的冷默
我不懂　不懂怎么承受

为什么　现在听你每句话
怎么都会有点心痛

我沉默　只是因为我不要
看到你在他怀中


in the end.
a story with no ending.
Am i suppose to end it this way ?
perhaps i've no rights to say anything.
Tell me, Euur happy with him.
That's all i wanna hear,
from euu .



nth else.
Dont drop a tear no more.

Now finally i know what's going on .
You dont have to kept it a secret .
It's no big deal anyway .
I knew it .

Euu will go back .
Euu will Turn back once again .
It's just a matter of time.
The cycle never stops .
Cos euu just cant forget ; Euu just simply dont wanna .
Euu dont wan to let go .
Since u dowan to let go .
PLS HOLD ON tightly to euur decision.
If euu reali do cherish and love.
LEt the cycle sTop .


I've got nth much to say .
I pity those days of your perseverance ,
euur tears , euur sorrows .


Now it's ended .
Congrats .
Hope this is the last .
Dont wish to see euu tear anymore.



我祝福你 。

下着雨
让尘气稀释回忆
我靠着你不出声音
看着你
看着斑驳的甜蜜
爱你困住你也困住我自己
我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口
隐隐作痛
你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口
也让我精神腐朽
说你爱我
变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落让满地鲜红
说你爱我
变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺


What do you get?
When you mix sorrows and laughters ?
illusions .
Is everything considered alright now ?
Is this the slient conclusion to everything ?
I'm confused.



Check-mate or dead end ?

ConfUsed


Possession or love
Lust or romance
jealousy or envy
ignored or angry
fighting or gave up
sad or tired
lonely or forlorn



When will clouds clear ?
When will the hostility end ?
When will the walls of ice break ?
When will there be true friendship ?
When will there be no lies ?
When ?




When there is no me .

I dowan to choose .
I dowan to end up ,
both of u giving up on me .

Wad am i ?
A toy ?
A companionship ?
A WAD ?

U can jus push me to each other .
Saying giving up on me ?
Is this a one-sided thing ?
Am i someone for yuur to kick ard ?


I HATE to choose .
Why do i always have to make the decision ?
And if i dont make the decision ,
The both of euu will .
By giving up on me ?


I'm selfish , i know .
I'm greedy , i know .
I wan THe BOTH of yuu .
I NEED the two of euu .

But i dowan to end up hurting the two of u .
I dowan to make the wrong decision .
I dowan to see anyone cry .
I dowan to make anyone sad .
I DOWAN !!




Cant there be any other perfect solution to all this ?

Name: Zave
Age: 18
Species: Jupiterian
Location: Unknown
Gender: Unknown
Appearance: Unseen
Characteristics : Dangerous lonely creature
Strong Against : Human's slow Cerebral mind
Weak Against : Humans's Emotions and feelings