Sunday, April 1, 2007
I waited and waited .
Thought i could see u and acc u for dinner .
But ended up , euu went dinner with him .
hmmm .
Somehow ,
I wasnt convinced that u said u dont love him or like him .
It just didnt seem that way .
Maybe i'm just jealous .
That's why i'm talking rubbish here .
I felt like tears dropping when u said u just reach home .
It was 12 am already .
From hoping to waiting to frustration .
Yet i cant do anything .
Cos i'm not your whoever .
All i can do is to wait for euu to give me a call .
I dont understand .
Do euu really want to be with him ?
Just because euu wanna stop thinkin abt all that stuff ,
Cos u wanna relax ?
Cos u wanna put an end to it all ?
Cos ...
Euu dowan to love me anymore ?
Sometimes ,
I get hurted by euu easily .
When u say u were jealous of me and chinyee was jus a joke .
But although in the end ,
euu were really jealous .
Cos if euu were jealous ,
that means euu care , euu care abt me ?
But ...
hais , forget it .
What can i do , to make euu mine ?
